School Just Complicates things

yeah, so my mom's goin' crazy cause I got a 72% on a test, oh heaven forbid! Maybe next time I should fail and see if she beats me. I have a 75 in the class, and that should be enough to satisfy her it's above average and it's my lowest mark, she should be glad. I could be one of the people getting 30s but I don't. I try my hardest to satisfy my parents but they just don't give a shit, sometimes I think they don't even like me. I don't play hockey like they want me to, I don't get marks in the 90s and above, I don't go outside every free moment I have no matter how scarce they are. It's just weird.

I talked with Liz at Grease today, and I learned that she really has no aspirations, its all downhill from here, or so she thinks. She says she'll just be a teacher someday, and doesn't really have a dream of an ideal life, which to me seems silly. Then she told me she wants to go to dance school, but proceeds to tell me she'll never be accepted and should just settle into teaching the rest of her life. So I keep trying to tell her to keep her head up, that soon she'll be independant, and free of the folks that have tortured her until now. It's sad really, I wish the best for her and all she gets is crud.

So Grease today was alright, I spent most of it getting in touch with Keith Whipple and Liz, occasionally Derek Hiltchie, they're really cool guys, I hope we all make it for Seabee Idol, which, will be hard enough. All the girls are soooo good, and I don't think I'll add up to the standards of the audience...that is...if I do make it.

I guess every thing's alright over this end of cyberspace though, at least for now, so get off your asses and stop worrying about me y'all, you've got bigger fish to fillet.

Peace X
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